My life is I Don't Know

I read your blog "belief".
yes, my boom experiences are over
but my Jesus experience isn't over, just yet
really, maybe its only just beginning.
2010 will be the first year out of being a school kid, a boom kid, an intern, a boom leader,
after serving, after being obliged to be a apart of anything. what am i now? a church attendee.
naa. i'm me, and i can have whatever lifestyle i want now. i'm not working, yet. i'm not going
to uni. i'm just me, whatever that is. a many things i suppose. But i'm not sure what i believe
anymore.
But i do believe in this; i believe in love and hope.
i believe in faith and conviction
i believe in being yourself, as hard and confusing as we make it.
i believe in standing up for what you believe in
i believe in imagination, and not being afraid of it.
i believe in all these nice ideas and concepts
But is my life a reflection of them?
maybe
maybe i just enjoy the ideas
and get to scared to actually try live them
i don't know...
my life is i don't know
and it can be whatever i want it to be

Everything.