Thursday, March 24, 2011

happy birthday mother

I’m shaking in my non-cowboy-but-warm-socks and i dont exactly know why

maybe its because i need to get this out

maybe because i dont know how to deal with it, RIGHT NOW.

and maybe because i havent forgiven her all along

because she’s lying in her bed, incontinent and drunk beyond consciousness

and maybe this is (obviously) more than an alcoholic issue

maybe its our lives and it hurts

and maybe its because its her birthday and she’s lying there and i’m sitting here

waiting for a takeaway dinner

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