Perfect now by Sarah Blasko

Everything is perfect now
I don't want to make a movement
I'm too scared to breathe; I might do something wrong
As you're sleeping silently
Perfect beauty layed before me
I feel every second is a life time long

Here's a place I've been before
A place some say I should go more
But every journey just leads me too far away
When I just wanted to stay
I just wanted to stay

So that's why I won't wake you where you lie
If I could now I'd freeze time
I can't find forever in your eyes
I should leave you while they're dry

Living underneath this guilt
I can't leave the house that I have built
Though I feel it sinking further everytime
And the weight of my mistakes
Means that everything I touch breaks
I don't want to see you as the next in line

So that's why I wont wake you where you lie
If I could now I'd freeze time
I can't find forever in your eyes
I should leave you while they're dry

the ugly duckling

stick stickly by attack attack!

You never said
That this would be easy (That this would be)
So go on live

This is the best
Part of the message
And it
only took one

We live for what He's worth
and that's more than you'll know

He died for what He loved
and what He loved was you

I'll wait for you
You know
I'll wait for you
You know
I'll wait for you

I'll wait for you
You know
I'll wait for you
You know
I'll wait for you

You never said
That this would be easy (that this would be)
So go on live

Bow your head
Go on live

This is the time
To let yourself go
Lord pick me off the ground

You never said
This would be simple
So pull me in
And turn around

You never said
This would be simple
That this would be...

the quirkiest post i have ever posted for so many reasons!

last night was. great. no, amazing? naa, whatever it was, it was pretty freakin' good.
i hate to be the one who gets all mushy and grins like the douche i am, but so did you Chris, so did you.
we are the wierdest couple i have ever met. hands. down.
i am totally not saying that just because i can, but seriously, i really think we are
and it's cute and funny, and lots of lols? i dont know, i'm rambling, just like you do when you get all nervous and funny like i was last night.
you couldnt contain yourself, neither could i half the time.
but it was great. it was good.
we will do it again tomorrow night, and it shall be more fun
and of course there will be laughing :) ha..
and i know you'll read this and smile and tell me for the hundredth time how cute i am, so hi chris, and i shall see you tomorrow night :)

so you send me a msg and all it has is:

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

ha, how lovely.

sdfkwjnefwenfkldsfnsdlk;fn

"just was going to say i think your really cool and pretty much awesome... and its so cool how we get along and think the similar things...
it’s rare to find someone like you."

"fuck yeah"

what. a. shitty. night. ever.
EVER.
mm i dont feel like rambling about this part
so whatever...

that half of the night was shiiiiiiiiit.

so chris and i had no choice but to be let down and left in the city
to do nothing
so we sat in maccas and talked
with each other
and whatever strangers that sat at our table
ahahaha

it was past 1am so we figured we start heading back to his so he could drive me home.
how nice.

what started out to be going through his music
turned into a MASSIVE bonding session in his car for hoursssss
just simply listenning to jazz and beat bop jazz and and big band!
yeah, you could say we hit it off

talking music
because he's a musician and rah rah, does gigs around melbourne
hes a massive conservative haha its brilliant
he doesnt like going out and if he does its to a jazz club
and iv always wanted to go to a jazz club
so im totally going one night

he is a siccccccck as bass player, like, amazing
makes me wanna play guitar more
cos he can sing and play guitar also, and some piano

he was showing me miles davis' stylistic changes throughout his whole career and how he like did crazy stuff in the 40s that sounds like stuff today, it was AMAZING!
oh wow oh wow
iv always loved jazz
but this
fell in love with it all over again

and he rambles like me! haha

the drive home was great
he has the same strong beliefs as i do
and we agree on alot of things in life
so weird that this whole friendship just had a massive growth spurt in one night
like, from just knowing of him from bonnie's photos
to meeting him
then to sitting in his car in my driveway at 6am talking music
brilliant

love moments like that

when you can just sit with someone
and simply listen
to each other
to music
and not have to be anywhere
not really caring about the time

great great. yep.

ps. MARCUS MILLER IS FUCKING AWESOME.

you've semi ruined florence for me.
thanks.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

It’s funny that the first few messages in my phone are from people like;
Nicole Yow, Katie Richardson, Cathlin, and there would have been plenty from Chrissy but I deleted them all, you know. Ha..
and all the latest messages are from Rachel, Bonnie, a random one from Pat, Josie, Lauren Davis and Quinton.

Life changes hey. Hmm.

i kinda have an accomplished feeling now.
i feel good.
i'm glad i helped be the bridge that brought you two back together
to be friends again, to actually communicate
you both missed each other terribly and now you're both happy!
i'm glad i could help make that happen Bonnie, and Rachel.
you're becoming two good friends of mine. yay.
:)

Hope is the most important thing in life.

To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.
- Oscar Wilde