laugh until your brain pops through your eyes

"It got near the end of 2009 i didn' know what it was at the time but i could see something wasn't right you stoped going to church, i hadn't seen you in a while, i was worried about you. And just recently you told me everything i was amazed of what you went through, couldn't believe how much i didn't know you, i didn't know how far away you were from God, alot has changed, it seems like i'm just getting to know again but this time im really getting to know you, i still love you, i still care about you, i still worrie about you, i still think of you every day, i still wish i could be with you, but in some ways i think we are better off as just good friends and i like it now that were closer i love you so much."