laugh until your brain pops through your eyes

howcome i think what i wear is totally normal? is it?
howcome i'm easily quick to forgive?
howcome i'm too nice for my own good?
howcome i'm gay and lil isn't?
howcome my mum's an alcoholic and her mum wasn't?
howcome the sky is blue?
howcome food doesnt like me?
howcome sleep doesnt like me either?
howcome i have to take pills to feel happy?
howcome it's taking me years to get a job and everyone else seems to get one so easily?
howcome the car i bought with almost all my savings ended up to be such a bomb thats needed to be repaired numerous times?
howcome everyone else seems to converse with flowing lips and my mouth doesnt know what words are?
howcome people seem to like everyone else and im just some weirdo?
howcome? is this just me?
howcome i have no best friends?
eh.
howcome...?
i'm sure we all say atleast once in our life that it isn't fair.
i'm saying it now.
life just isn't fair sometimes.