"get in there and commit suicide."
fuck..
has my mind been reduced to an actual childs when it comes to reactions?
i had a nightmare last night,
awoke in a sweat and heavily breathing.
i began crying, out of terrible fear.
it was like i needed to go sleep in my parents room after that because i went downstairs to see if by any chance ellen might still be awake.
she wasnt. but that was okay though.
i went back up to my room,
grabbed henry,
changed the cd to bon iver and simply snuggled in my bed with henry sniffling and tryna think of happy thoughts.
it was a horrible, horrible dream.
i'm even more frightened that it may be a nightmare that means something..
i want a dream catcher..
Remember to breathe - and don't give dreams more power than they truly hold. Nightmares are simply toothless dragons looming over us trying to convince us they can bite. they can't. they have no teeth. I love you xx
ReplyDeletemm..i guess thats true.
ReplyDeletemhm, thanks. thats a good way of putting it
oh, but who is this sorry?
lol..i probly love you too xox
haha, this is Bec McGrath - your biggest fan EVER!!
ReplyDeletei thought so!!!!!
ReplyDeleteyou have a different name tho bahaha
but i assumed cos of the initials and stuff lol
:P