laugh until your brain pops through your eyes

i still believe in you
you and i know that
we have a relationship
that no one else knows about
its between just us
its been hard
you also know that
its been real hard
and you said i could take it
but why then
why am i here now
we all have questions
and these are mine
but im always waiting for the day
when ill be ready to sit down and talk
but i dont know when it will come
i dont know
sorry
this is hurting both of us
and i know if anyone has felt the heartache of a love unreturned
its you God
but
i just
i cant do this
not right now
i dont know
im letting go
and at the same time i cant let go
im letting go of your hand
and i cant let go of these things
all i can say is im sorry
but i hope
i still hope
one day
ill earn my life
that ill make it a good story worth reading...
i still believe in you
you and i know that