laugh until your brain pops through your eyes

i dont know what this feeling is
i'm happy
maybe because i've adjusted so well to a cloudy mind
depression, despair and anxiety
iv never really felt at ease in my life
but i do at this moment
i feel content
i feel at rest
i feel happy
i am happy
i am happy :)
with you
with life
maybe its the medication thats kicked in
i dont really care if it is or is not
im not so worried anymore
just about, life in general
im at ease, im happy
and thats all i can ask for really.