laugh until your brain pops through your eyes

Crap these thoughts are coming back
i need my medication, i haven't had them for 4 or 5 days :s
And i don't want to go back to hospital again and go through that all over.
So my mind is thinking about alternative routes that i thought long ago.
nooo..

I picture brick walls crashing down on me
with each hit it's even harder trying to get back up
so i finally lay there
deep in the ground
not moving

this.cant.be