"you have to tell the sadness, otherwise it grows in you."
- borrowed light, anna fienberg.
fine. that's it.
i know i need counselling.
i always have.
i just.
i don't know.
i don't know what it is about it that i hate so much,
but i'm gonna figure it out.
maybe i'll go to the salvos, see if they counsel people
or go back to the red cross place in the city
where i had to go years ago.
i'm not sure i want to see pastor debbie anymore,
although she'd be one of the best people to see
but just, god, i just need to focus on my problems
just, life
not god
i know where i stand with that.
at least i'm thinking about counselling
instead of ignoring it now.
i know i can't just take these blue and green pills
and writing is good, but talking is better.
mm.
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