BFF.

I have a friend who doesn’t have any best friends. She just doesn’t have them because; she doesn’t get what distinguishes a friend from a best friend. I don’t get it either. Maybe it’s something we’ve just made up, but it’s become so superficial and a load of crap. Because things change and best friends become enemies, strangers become your best friends etc.
So what is a best friend? I’m not sure I even know. I mean, what’s the difference between telling a friend some personal information about you and telling a best friend the same thing?
I don’t know…I’m not sure I really care. Me and people, it’s been weird lately. I’m isolated yet open at the same time. I don’t want to reach out. But I want to so much. I like my own company. sometimes i prefer hiding under my covers and cancelling a hang out with someone rather than pretending i'm happy and smile. I don’t like crowds and get togethers. but hiding away; i guess you can miss some good opportunites by doing that. above all, I still love being with the people I love and adore, probably more than they know...and maybe I just gotta get over myself. I hate being so self indulgent.