The Middle East, Grand Salvo and Leader Cheetah.

I saw all three bands last night at the corner hotel. it was greattt.
like, really great.
i have been suffereing from panic attacks lately to the point that its been making me physically sick
but last night did something in me
standing amongst dozens of people just listening to some great music
i felt cured, fine, great.

great.

Happy Easter

This day is about a man
who was just like us
was
but still is
yet different
and holy
but still
empathising
with our hurts
and struggles
and successes

he died
yet came back to life
through an excruciating act
of pain and death
brought up by his father
to live and love
again
and again
and again

his love conquered all
just lik Harry Potter's Mum you know?
he lived because of his mum's love
it defeated death
yep...nerd

but hey, this applies

we're all alone, we're all-one
and Jesus saw that

he still does
and that's why he died for us
2011 years ago

the end.

I'm nursing a broken heart so i just figure i will throw myself into my work - drawing and writing - because those two things have always been there so i should do what i can with them while i'm here.

Guys are Mates, Girls are Love.

Am I Pansexual...again?
Maybe a part of me wants to be because i feel ever so lonely
I think that's why
because i've tried before and i tried, oh how i did try
to feel normal
but it didnt work
i hurt someone that way
and i dont want to do that again

no.

Come to Jesus

happy birthday mother

I’m shaking in my non-cowboy-but-warm-socks and i dont exactly know why

maybe its because i need to get this out

maybe because i dont know how to deal with it, RIGHT NOW.

and maybe because i havent forgiven her all along

because she’s lying in her bed, incontinent and drunk beyond consciousness

and maybe this is (obviously) more than an alcoholic issue

maybe its our lives and it hurts

and maybe its because its her birthday and she’s lying there and i’m sitting here

waiting for a takeaway dinner

life can be so dull sometimes, like right now.