not anymore

maybe things only go well, or things only work if your mind believes it will
cos dont you think that could be the case with alot of things?
i mean, after the first few weeks the pills made me feel happy and i was never depressed, because i was told that after a few weeks theyd take their affect. so i was expecting they would and so they did.
but now i just take them cos i have to and think it wont make a difference to anything.
and thats what happens..
hmmm

Loneliness is my number one killer

“The cure for unhappiness is happiness; I don’t care what anyone says.”

- Elizabeth McCracken, Niagara falls all over again

i hate me

"If you have built castles in the air,
your work need not be lost;
That is where they should be.
Now put the foundations under them.”

- Henry David Thoreau

i find peace in solitude.