i'm too afraid of growing up. ha..

charming.

Tyler Durden:
Fuck off with your sofa units and strine green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may.

- fight club

Dear Clare, Lil and Ellen

we are family
family we will stay
family we will be
family for always

grrr to the m word.

its a rare thing that people piss me off
but you do, you don't understand shit.

cosmic love

A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart

Tyler Durden: Fuck what you know. You need to forget about what you know, that's your problem. Forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and especially about you and me.

- fight club

okay so nothing's impossible and i can let it go?




















okay.

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything."
- fight club

i've never cried so hard

" you can't stop what's coming.
there aint no waiting on you.

that's vanity. "

- no country for old men

heart wishful thinking.

fuck.

i don't want to grow up.

i feel like

doing university in another state or country.

i should be writing
about this
and that
about this
about this
and this
and that...
it's how i let it out
how i process things
and work things out
but i can't write
at all
it's sitting in the back of my brain
and i'm doing nothing
nothing
at
all
nothing
nothing
nothing

Nothing Sir - The Grates

You can't stop the sun,
from come, come, coming out,
cos i've got my hairdryer,
and i'm gonna blow all the grey clouds away.

you think my life's been,
unpleasant and unclean,
what i've got up my sleeve,
it cuts up all of the bad things that i've seen.

what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.
what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.
what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.
what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.

i've got a passport,
to travel the universe,
a flicker like suki,
can eat from my hand and jump right to sushi.

i can't seem to keep my feet on the ground,
whenever it is that you are around,
we get so high i am frightened to move, yeah,
can't you see me? can't you see?

what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.
what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.
what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.
what you got? nothing sir, what you want? nothing sir.

why are we the unhappy ones?

you can't stop the sun,
from come, come, coming out,
cos i've got my hairdryer,
and i'm gonna blow, i'm gonna blow...


I havent listenned to these guys in so long, used to love them. Re-loving them again ;)

I could be a million things.
A million alternate endings.

Panadol makes me cringe.

I choose not to believe in reputation…I honestly don’t give a shit.

Everything happens for a reason…?
Nothing’s coincidence…?

For Sir Buttface Fairhall

Punk, ska, hardcore punk etc.
So this is a list of bands that I hope you’ll like, some more probably more than others. i went a bit overboard as you can tell but seriously, you can never have too much music let alone punk music. The ones with asterixes are ones that are ska. ones with a dash next to them are the heavier punk bands that i figure you may possibly like more than some skate punk listed etc. haha. Ones in bold are bands I like especially just so you know haha. plus, i put this in a blog cos 1. you will see it and 2. i couldnt do the whole symbol and bolding system in a facebook msg :s so this works. enjoy buddy!!

No use for a name
Pulley
Guttermouth *
Osker
Death by stereo
Turbonegro
Millencolin
Bad religion
Dropkick murphys
Flogging molly
Pennywise
The casualties -
Rancid
The offspring
The unseen
Ikara colt
Nofx
Tiger army
Decendents
The bouncing souls
Frenzal rhomb
Ladwagon
Mad caddies *
Randy
Motion city soundtrack
Operation ivy *
Horrorpops
U.S bombs
The transplants
Futureheads *
Wavves *
Dwarves
No fun at all
Agnostic front *
Bombshell rocks
The cramps
The distillers
Hot water music
I against I
Matchbook romance
The matches *
Me First and the Gimme Gimmes
New Bomb Turks
Raised fist
Ten foot pole
Union 13
Voodoo glow skulls
Tom waits
The weakerthans
New york dolls (70s punk)
59 times the pain
Converge - - -
poison idea
down by law
f-minus
98 mute -
total chaos -
Roger Miret and the Disasters -
1208
nekromantix -
deviates
SNFU
c.aarme -
D.F.L -

punk's not dead :)

he will always be my favourite super hero. always.

I heart brand new days
New beginnings
Fresh starts
Clean slates
A fresh piece of paper


mm...yep.

Splendour in the Grass

The strokes/ pixies/ ben harper/ the temper trap/ mumford & sons/ florence & the machine/ empire of the sun/ scissor sisters/ the ting tings/ band of horses/ goldfrapp/ grizzly bear/ angus and julia stone/ wolfmother/ passion pit/ midnight juggernauts/ jonsi/ paul kelly/ kate nash/ laura marling/ lisa mitchell/ the vines/ black rebel motorcycle club/ broken social scene/ the magic numbers/ operator please/ bluejuice/ the middle east/ whitley/ yeasayer/ we are scientists/ british india/ washington/ philadelphia grand jury/ clare bowditch/ two door cinema club/ band of skulls/ the mess hall/ miami horror/ last dinosaurs/ yacht club djs/ oh mercy/

oh golly too many bands that give me eargasms. friggin expensive tickets. double boo boo.
oh well...grr though. :(

That’s because you think you are.

I want there to be hope, in everything.










Every. Little. Thing.

I really fucked it up this time, didn’t I my dear.

I want everyone to be better.
To recover.
To really,







be happy.