sometimes

i can't be with anyone else but myself without feeling like a failure.

I'm never going to fit.

backbone
backbone
backbone

it feels like my life has just begun this year...

from the commnce of this year i've learnt two valuable things:

1. who i really am 2. and what i truly want to do with my life


And it's just gonna keep growing from here!

yayyy.

December 8th 2009

Wow...it's been a year.

The ORS Group

So, i met with the psychologist today.

They're supposed to mainly help me with vocational things but i can talk personal with her also and they're to help me become more 'capable' of starting work and being employable and such.
Her name was Eva, she was nice.
We chatted about how i feel from day to day and how i find it hard to concentrate and be bright.
i had to fill in a form and then my score was done up on a scale.
i had severe depression and even higher anxiety, then there was something else but i can't remember what it was.
i left the building with a smile.

it felt...nice, to talk to someone.

I will never forget
NO NO
I will never regret
NO NO
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE
NO NO NO NO
I will never forget
NO NO
I will never regret
NO NO
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE

got the call..

..from the psychologist.

yaa, finally having an appointment.

we'll see how this goes shall we